The Four Ages of a Poet

The quiet bud in an unexplored wood
   tentatively unfurled, graceful
   restrained, but hungry
A button left open, suggestive
A lowered lash, hesitant 
Sand between small clasping fingers
   in the morning, irritating 
Such a soft whisper, festering
   barely heard; barely there
But present, as a territorial lord
   ever-present, but not seen.
The thought persists, not germinated
Water lacking, perhaps, 
   alone in a forest of ideas
   rooted in moss or anger or dreams
It seethes or gently stirs
   as the current in a stream
   or gutter
   in daylight’s angled light.

Words pour, a catchment of language
   impasto and ample 
   Lips roar from concepts uncontained
Applause dances over three adjoined words
   alignment and deviance just threadbare
But sufficient and well-attended
by devotees and challengers of the moment
   from swords to flesh strokes
Picnic oil in the air, summer’s music
Winter’s remaining swans, looking for ice fissures
   and flying towards the sun, a burnt sienna
A cavernous troposphere of possibilities
     Erupt. Flow. Burrow. Synthesize.  
Fingers on the keyboard, notes on the bed stand
Incarcerated piles of words
Scrabble pieces and elder stones 
   reshuffled for correlations and parallels
Reemerge as one thought
   One melody, an aria 
   Spotlighted and en pointe. 
Fibonacci, villanelle, Pollocked
   phrases and feelings
on paper. on paper. on paper.  

A crisp, cold shard of new day
   from pride’s indignation
Self-righteousness spilling
A current - Direct Retribution
The pride of grammar tweaking
   editing mirrors and pundits 
   into a language unknown or overdone
Meat for the many, ignored by populations
   of cell phoners, iGens, TV viewers 
   commercials and gimmicks
But - no Mozart 
   or padded footfalls on mossed rock
   or gentle rain.
A razor blade of anger and expression
turn words inverted, translated
   by critical liars and then lost…
And oh, the fifties – engendered
   by a backwards view and a winter’s wall
Hostile pens and sharpened lines
Dress empty stars in crepe.

Dull scissors cut the cloth of thoughtful contemplation
Crosswords and cross words, irritations too often
   blessed by sterile priests or rabbis 
Knuckles tire pencils with broken graphite nubs
   paint is cracked from airless rooms
Geriatric smells and rustling clothes
   shuffling thoughts and feet, careful steps
   porphyry deposits, deep, subduction zones
   scrutinized for spark, and that fire.
Do poets die? Do words? Or thoughts of words?
   A river of incandescent ash
   lights the moment
Night and winter come, but an ember is seized
A lone comet splits a dark sky - division of stars
Leaves of wonder fall into a swirling eddy 
   and shimmer with spring rain or street music
A dance of words is the bicycle 
A stormwing rising towards that distant
   island, once pronounced independent 
   of autumn’s early frosts or rain-filled roads
The fire crackles and heat again warms the pages.
Compensation for the soul’s tender ache.