Just Lemonade

We stand six feet apart in a line
   for meat – for milk
Our friendship originated on a baseball field
Spring grass and the laughter of children
The smell of new leather gloves
and adobe colored clay, we raked
   as a town
We shared ice cream leaning on cars,
which we had driven to the Dairy Bar
when we won or lost  - no, it didn’t matter
It was early summer, a late spring, a low moon
   and no field lights
I had lemonade and there were chips
and we cleaned up after excited children
who hopped and swung bats or got lost 
in the dandelions of the outfield
The bleachers held grandparents and aunts
and uncles and dads and moms 
and the eighth grade English teacher 
We had late day sun in our eyes 
as the ball was hit – a double
and swinging bats
and dropped balls everywhere

We stand in line six feet apart
   with worrying gloved hands talking
   through masks. 
Your eyes are lined.
Mine without makeup must seem older.
In this new spring, the field is empty
and the stands linear and shadowed
   the snack bar is closed 
and any laughter is behind walls.
The adults watch TV warnings
that interrupt plans for a game of catch.
I have come to realize after seeing you
in this line that doesn’t move
   that there will not always be lemons.
That sometimes there can be no lemonade.